forever and a day.

i love my filipino soap operas. yeah, i'm watching them right nowssss as i kill time so i can get ready to head out w/ B, zee and jansooo. PARAMORE & NO DOUBT SHOW @ CRICKET; VIP SEATS MOTHERFUCKER (:


so like, i'm 100.3% sure that i bombed my APWH finals. i can't manage to get my head straight and focus with school whatsofuckingever. i TRY but it's no good. i've been going out too much -_-; just monday, i came home from a LOOOONG ass day with my kuya and didn't come home til 11:45 (in n out, nuyo, mt. soledad. lajolla. belmont park. beach. movies; startrek!). the last two weeks i've seen three movies in theater and a couple more at home. i have too much time on my hands yet i slack off and do something else, haha. i'm totally gonna do better for the next school year (THREE MORE WEEKS OF SCHOOL LEFT!). i'm super stoked for junior year. i picked better classes and got better advice. but wouldn't you know it, someone has to kill my joy BEFORE it even fucking starts; my freaking dad.

i've never been so heated towards a person, nontheless blood related -_-; i could've gotten my license a month ago but he refuses. i understand the fact that yeah, i took the car out without permission but i'm not the only one at fault damn it. the deuche bag got my hopes up since forever ago. i swear it's favoritism between my brother and i. he insist 24/7 to teach my brother how to ride a bike and jerome refuses but he won't make time to teach his own daughter how to drive? MOTHERFUCKING RIDICULOUS. all i'm asking for is legit and decent reasons but he has to sugar coat shit by saying everything is my fault and blah blah blah. for once in his fucking life, why can't he admit his wrong doings. i'm at a point where i just wanna explode on his face about how he has no quality of being a dad and get it over with. what the FUCKING ever. i wanna join the academic league next year since i've been askkked to but i doubt i can even go 'cause of transportation issue even though it could clearly be solved. who lets their kids slip an opportunity like that just because you THINK your way of dicipline is correct? which leads me to another point that my mom doesn't do anything about my wanted situation. this disfucntion freaking family.

butttttt other that that, i think i'm strrraight. a few minor issues but i'll survive. time to raid my closet to see what the hell i'm gonna wear today >:)