it's happening again. you clearly didn't learn your lesson the first time around but this time you gotta do it even when your around in the same country. when are you gonna start posting obvious things for the public and telling everyone your story and feeling sorry for you gonna occur? let me know so i can laugh and watch. don't get me wrong, i know my faults too but your constant wrong doings is pissing the fuck out of me. i didn't think there would be a day were i would tell you to get the fuck out of my house after the countless of times you've been in there. all i want is a damn FRIENDship. stop lying to yourself that you want the same thing because that's not how it's coming out to be. temptation, nostalgia, remenicing, etc etc, it's the all the same. don't think i don't give a shit about you anymore because that is the very last thing on my mind. just tell me what part of the word 'tension' don't you get? i fully understand what the words 'i miss you' mean. but in your case, who exactly are you missing? US or ME? there is an enormouuuusssss difference. i don't even think you can say ME since we've been together from practically day one. get your act together. i know social priority is as good as it can get right now and i'm aware of my surroundings. you just don't get it. i'm not holding back anything from you so stop tripping balls. i've been mean, nice, accusing, rude, everrrything to you when it comes to fights. you've pused every buttons imaginable so don't fucking think i don't give a shit to this point after years and years of dillemas.