i love the presence of

people who can listen attentively to your issue and not be bias.
people who can give amazing advice and comforting words of wisdom.
and people can do both while being caringly blunt at the same time.



so ALL this week other than thursday, i've gone out and didn't come no earlier than 7pm. it's a bit on the weird side that my parents are being cool about it. especially since i don't really tell them where i'm going, haha. but at the end of the day, i still have so much crap to deal with on my plate. these days, time has been putting alot more pressure on me but i'm having sooo much fun trying to forget about the troubles for a couple of hours. very bittersweet. i don't know the right approach to it so i'm just going with the flow. which is kinda bad because i should really set a goal for myself and stop thinking so hard about what's happening. AGAIN. blah blah blah.