just another kinky elephant ?

i'm probably one of the most opinionated person you'll ever meet, but two third of the teachers i have this sophomore year has been so irritating !
- my english teacher is horrible at explaining things and expects us to just know stuff.
- being in my math class, i feel like i'm in an elementary class with rated G jokes being thrown on the last 5 minutes of class and freshmans laughing at the stupidest things.
- AP IS STRESSING THE SHIT OUT OF ME !
- my spanish teacher has been teaching geography since school has started

to top it off, i woke up friday morning with a ginormous migrane and my body all sore. it's barely going away now after pretty much overdosing myself with tylenol. hopefully the concert on the 16th will take all the pressure off considering me and bianca will meet the guys for sure.

so about that elephant: it'll probably get noticeable sooner or later. preferably later. it's a ridiculous crush actually. i can't even remember the last time i went gaga over someone like that and smiling ear to ear just because i see an online sign on their myspace account. it's a 'what the hell' moment for me right now. there's small hugs involve sometimes, and i really like the smile he gives when he waves hello, but once again, it's pretty pathetic. i like him, yeah, but i also want actually get to KNOW the guy(alot), though i'm not sure if that's possible. it's easy for my friends to tell me to just talk to him when the grade and social status is quite different and maybe even a little bit discouraging. as of right now, i'm just wondering if it's even gonna go away.