in the words of pooh bear: "ohh bother".

*PARDON MY FRENCH (:

Person number 1: he told me to keep my head up even when the news is already said and on the process of being done. but it's not that easy. we both know it's over between us the moment he step foot on that airport and leave this fucking country this summer for over two years. how am i suppose to stay positive to that ? and really, does he even think i'm as dedicated as i use to be ? i've been so occupied with so much shit that i hardly have enough time to talk to him during the day. then there's times when i just don't WANT to talk to him 'cause just thinking about him makes me go back to the fact that he's MOVING. god wth. i guess in this case, i have two choices; either end it soon and move the fuck on with my life or wait till the last drop and end it there even when the thought of our relationship is hurting me like a tumor getting bigger and bigger. and it's not like i'll forget about him. hell no. we both know that we'll start from scratch the moment he gets back anyways. the over two years we've spent together as a couple isn't just going down the drain like that. duh we'll keep in touch but still, it's fucking easier said than done.

Person number 2: do you HEAR yourself when you talk ? i love you and all but you are so hard to understand now and days. you even told someone else that you wish there was someone you can talk to. HELLO?! i've kinda been here the whole six years. i just hope you don't get mad at me or anything. i'm hella thankful i have you as a friend and right now, better understanding would be much better. i have been trying to help but sometimes your stubborness is getting the best out of you and you're starting to cave in your problems more and more. all i want is happiness and truth from the both of us (cheesy at it sounds) but it's kind of a two person thing.

Person number 3: he's one of those things where it's starts of with something small and end up with something bigger. LIKE MY PHONE BILL. don't get too big headed now >;P but really, it's nice (: your cool.



hey! who reads this ? idc really, but let me know.