people just don't pull through. when you think they'll actually do something for a change, even just a little tiny bit. i wonder if it ever eats them and their conscience alive that they backed down on someone like that? at least man up that you dissapointed someone again. at least know your mistake and fess up. even something that small can help. but nawh, you'd prefer to act blind and just be on the wanna be peace maker of this ugly facade of we call a family. love can only go so far sometimes. it sucks when somoene you thought could make things better just lets you down. HELLA. i'm so done trying.