"fuck my life"

i've never used those words so much til the past two weeks. why? because in the past two weeks my grades dropped to a point where southwestern college looks like my only option after highschool. i'm trying so hard to bring it up but if you have a teacher like lopez and lara, you're as screwed as the nail that's holding your computer desk together.

to add on to that, i'm getting irritated by so much people. either i'm picky when it comes to attitudes and actions or i'm a straight forward bitch. i don't care what your case is towards me, i'm content with what i got. no more fucking around, no more chasing after people and no more sorrys 'cause when you screw up the first time, you know for a good fact you meant it even for that moment only.

from this point, i'm just gonna chilllll and get my act together and take on whatever is coming at me. i'm glad i got into talking to him again. it brings back the fact that regardless, you know there's always gonna be someone there for you even after the storm because they're just that vital in your life whether you like it or not.