in the long run

i don't regret it.

the results to this just shows how maturely you're handling this situation of ours. don't lie and say you didn't see it coming. you know yourself better than that. the least you could've done was reply letting me know what approach you're taking and if you want or don't want space. even giving me the heads up on the fact whether you read the letter or not would've been sufficient. i poured my heart and soul on that letter. i don't recall ever writing something so straight forward. that note was so blunt i didn't bother proof reading it before handing it to you because at least then i would know that everything i said was a first reaction meaning i meant it word for word. but from what's happening, you're making it seem like the move you decided on is to 'ignore her and lie to myself that everything is okay'.. when hun, it's not. you're only fooling yourself. we're suppose to be there for each other. i told you COUNTLESS of times "i'm your bestfriend above aaaanything else". that obviously doesn't matter to you now does it ? and nor does reason #16 anymore. i remember you saying you hate hurting people. that as much as possible, you put the people you care about before yourself because you hate dissapointing them. well it surely shows i'm not included in that group. i can't remember a time i even actually lied to you in such a serious matter like what you're doing to yourself. i was so genuine to you. it sucks seeing that all of that might go down the drain because you're holding back on even discussing what had happened and letting us slowly fade. i didn't waste my time though. i learned from it and i'm going somewhere with that experience. are you ?