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i'm blogging twice today!

only 'cause after my complaints on the last blog, my day started getting better.

happy some what one year friendeversarry zee <3 HAHA.

i really liked today w/ just some minor prikkks :D no need to get phased (: now if only my ass would do something about this situation -_-' maybe i shouldn't even bother if the waaanting from the opposite isn't even there. when i'm FINALLy interested, i get stuck; FML, aahaha. i got my game plan for the weekend, lets see if i can even dip my toes in the deep end though ;x


AT LEAST I PASSED MY EXAM & ESSAY IN AP ART HISTORY (:

I'M SICK & TIRED OF

the fact that all they have to say towards me is what i CAN'T or WON'T do.

the fact that they can't see that i've been working my ass of day by day towards school

the fact that they think JUST BECAUSE i want to have fun for a day or two DOESN'T mean i don't give a shit about school.

the fact that they can't see that i can't always perfect every single subeject.

the fact that they don't even know what's going ON in every single subject.

the fact that they can't man up and apologize for assuming my shit.

the fact that they don't bother taking me to destinations just because they don't want to & they don't understand that it gets fucking tiring asking people for rides.

the fact that my mom knowns EXACTLY why i can't stand my dad & STILL doesn't do anything about it regardless of the fact that she knows what is right from wrong.

the fact that my dad doesn't even have to quality of a dad so he should just stick to making $$ 'cause one day, my brother is gonna realize what he's dealing with.

the fact that i at least TRY to cooperate with the guy but he's the one with the big fucking pride.

the fact that they lean on to one kid more than other.

the fact that they don't think my brother is spoiled & doesn't have dicipline.

the fact that they don't GET IT when i tell them i'm fed up with dealing with a school bus full of immature, rude, weed smelling fuckers.

the fact that he thinks he's mr. perfect & has the right to criticize every breathing living thing in the world when he should reall looking in the mirror more often.

the fact that they think material things pays off for their lack of parenting.

that fact that they're the one that doesn't know how to raise a kid & then has the audacity to blame me for being me with my attitude & all.

the fact that they won't let me drive and would rather have my permit expired but they spent $130 on getting that far.

the fact that if i even open my mouth to say MY point of view, they'll simply ignore it & have it their way to have a fake satisfaction of winning by preventing me from doing something.

3rd week of school

almost dunzo! when second week started, i began to have no life 'cause of AP ENGLISH & AP ART HISTORY. bittersweet, don't get me wrong. there's this cutie in my english who totally reminds me of TYSON FROM ALL AMERICAN REJECTS. danielson is bomb & i love boulton & the way he teaches but i haaaate the homework! piles & piles & piles of reading and typing notes like WOW. & that's only two of my classes! i'm limiting my getaway weekends now 'cause of it -_-' but at least i have A's in both class ahaha. *crossing fingers it stays that way!!

movie night @ my house tomorrow w/ zel & the usuals (: ++ 8 more days til warped tour starting friday! CAN'T FUCKING WAIT. warped tour = cutloose. & then back to work mode, hahah.

asides from the fact that i've been getting irritated SUPER easily these days, i've been looving every second of life. yess i dont have my fucking license due to some parental shit complication but i strongly believe it's under their conscience too. long story short, i still get the upper hand one way or another.

i've been doing homework all day!

but @ the same time i'm still slacking 'cause the shows in my DVR kept calling my name, ahaha. maan, what have i gotten myself into w/ school? AP ENGLISH & AP ART HISTORY back to back in periods & it's gonna be back to back ON THE SAME day in may w/ the AP exam -_-' ahh FML. junior year is already killing me. the only thing that's keeping me up is the thought of WARPED TOUR! less than two weeks! i'm exxxcited fersuree. HELLO TRAVIS CLARK <3 yum yum yumsss. going w/ B but i've already made a meet up plans w/ other kids during the day for a meet up so crossing fingers for pefect weather!

you know what else i'm crossing fingers for? that freaking kid to grow some -_-' i can't stand the attitude & selfishness. idk how long i'm gonna hold this shit in but i'll come out sooner or later. all i got to say is either way, you suck at life without me so change your shit or you'll be NOTHING.

sooner or later, we get to a point in life when we hella realize who's been there, who'll be there & who's just there temporarly. i got a good overview of the one and onlys already. but regardless if anyone leaves, it's made me who i am today so one way or another, thanks. i'm a person who rants about almost everything. i'm an open book, no secrets & wear my heart on my sleeve & the people who accepts that & understands are just the bessst. i need no BS from anyone. all or nothing. in the case of that pussy i was talking about, your on the fence. don't get butthurt when i lose my cool 'cause you got nothing on me.